woke up in a good mood for no reason. made coffee. sat by the window. felt fine. then nothing happened and suddenly i wanted to cry at a pigeon just standing on the sidewalk. it didn't even do anything. just stood there. being a pigeon. and i almost teared up. what is that about. i'm not even sad. i had coffee. the pigeon was minding its business. but there it was. tight chest. full eyes. over literally nothing. don't you hate when your brain just decides to do that. like okay i guess we're doing emotions today without warning cool cool cool i'm fine now btw. it passed. but for a solid 4 minutes i was mourning a pigeon's existence and i need everyone to know that
