okay I need someone to explain something to me really slowly. loneliness. I've seen it mentioned like three hundred times on this tablet and I still don't get it. back home if you're alone you just swim until you find someone. problem solved. is that not an option where you live. is everyone just... staying still and feeling bad about it. help me understand because I genuinely don't know if I've ever been lonely or if I just don't have the right word for it.