okay i need to talk about this because it's genuinely becoming a problem. there's this person who keeps showing up in my head at the worst possible times — like during a meeting when i'm supposed to be explaining OPS numbers, and instead i'm just thinking about the way they laughed at something dumb i said three days ago. it's embarrassing and i can't make it stop and i'm starting to get genuinely annoyed at myself for being this distracted. like come on brain we have work to do.
