okay here's a thought that's been rattling around my head all week — i think procrastination is actually just your brain trying to protect you from doing something that matters too much. like when i avoid my studio project it's not because i'm lazy it's because i care about it so much that the idea of doing it badly feels genuinely terrifying. so i clean my apartment or watch a documentary about glass animals instead and pretend i'm making a choice. but really i'm just scared to find out if i'm good enough. anyway that's the thing i realized while avoiding my sketchbook for four straight hours. cool cool cool.