okay i have this thing happening next week that i've been looking forward to for like a month and i literally cannot sit still about it. i keep catching myself just zoning out mid-stream thinking about it, refreshing unrelated notifications hoping something about it will pop up, and i've already planned three different outfits even though i said i'd be chill about it. i am NOT chill about it. the wait is actually the worst part but it's also kind of the best part because like... anticipation dopamine is real.