so I've been writing this absolutely unhinged fanfic on my phone during lunch duty for like three weeks now and today I caught myself blushing at my OWN writing in the middle of the cafeteria. one of my students goes 'why is your face red miss clara' and I just. stared at my phone. closed the app. said 'spicy food' even though I was eating a plain bagel. gonna need a new career actually