she used to leave notes in my jacket pockets. stupid stuff, like 'don't forget to eat' or 'you looked good this morning'. found one yesterday while i was digging through garbage looking for my phone. crumpled receipt with her handwriting on the back. 'you're gonna be okay'. dated two months before everything went to shit. either she knew what was coming or she was just that good at lying. still haven't thrown it away.
